cosmos.

i ask you not to leave.



not because i know i'm gonna miss you.
not because i know i can't live a day without you.
not because i know there isn't enough reasons for you to stay.
not because i know someday i might forget you.
not because i know every teardrop brings aching wounds.
not because i know i can't bear my own loss.
not because i know i'm not gonna let someone go without a fight.

but because,

in you,
i found everything i ever wished and hoped for.
i found my lee.
you were the perfect one,
the one that i was praying for;
the one i have waited for…
it might be for my selfish wants
but this,
this is the one love i've been searching all along.

i'm not ready yet.

so,


don't leave...

and then some...

I wonder how I will fair. In life, in work, in everything else. I want to be the best, if not, I just want to feel that I am good enough. I want to live FOR myself. For once, I want to do just that….

Sometimes, all we have to do is open our eyes, and see the ‘infinite possibilities’ out there. We might have stumbled upon it, not knowing it is our fated destiny, and we go on with our separate lives, missing what could have been our biggest life-saving opportunity. But we move forward, we forget the gloriousness of it, and we continue to be our usual, plain selves. No, nothing’s wrong with it. I mean, who’s against it right? But wouldn’t it be better if we grab what’s there and not wait for something we’re not even sure of? Oh well… Life’s like that. It sucks.